Monday weigh in and weird dreams

I always weigh myself on Monday mornings. I have done it since November and have never forgotten. It's like my body just reminds me, "Hey! Weigh yourself!" Well, it must have slept through it's alarm yesterday because I completely forgot. So I decided to weigh myself today. I don't like to weigh myself on Tuesdays because it never seems accurate. It's always like 2 or 3 pounds different than Mondays, so I don't take it seriously. So that being said, my weight was at 190 this morning. Ugh. I hate to see numbers higher than 188. I know it probably isn't 190 but still. I have been stuck on this plateau forever. I'm ready to lose more than 10 pounds.

So I have kicked it up a notch. Last night, I was super craving my pb and choco oatmeal. I had just enough chocolate chips to get me one more serving of it. But....I didn't cave! I did however eat a single Reese cup to curve my sweet tooth but at least, it only had like 80 calories in it. Ha. Today I have been eating really well. And I have been walking the past couple days and am going again tonight with Michelle. I also finally bought Jillian's 30 day shred and I can't wait to start! I will dedicate a whole post to it with (fingers crossed) results and everything! But don't expect it for about a month haha.

Ok, on to my crazy dream! I noticed my dream had a lot to do with a lot of the stuff Michelle and I talked about on our walk last night. So here it is:

I was at Walmart with my sister and suddenly looked down and just then noticed I was pregnant. Haha. So I post, right there in Walmart, on my Facebook, "Liam's gonna be a big brother!" Haha. I was 4 1/2 months along and was feeling a lot of movement. So the next day I go to school. (I'm still in high school in my dream but in reality I graduated like 5 years ago haha.) I notice that I'm wearing this awful shirt so I decide to skip 1st block to go home and change. Then I just decided to skip the whole day so I could go to the doctor and get the pregnancy confirmed. Some how Liam ends up with me. (I don't even know where he was before this haha.) So I'm driving to the doctor and I'm in the waiting room and finally get called back. As I'm walking into the room, my mom comes up behind me and asks me what I'm doing here and I tell her I think I'm pregnant and she just looks at me in shock. I make her feel my stomach and she won't haha. The doctor comes in and tells me she needs to cut a little of my hair to make sure I'm pregnant. (Random much?! Haha) Then I'm asking the doctor how I got pregnant because I hadn't done anything since I got pregnant with Liam and this is what he tells me. Apparently sperm can stay active in your body for years but will never come in contact with an egg. But sometimes on rare occasions they can escape and that's how I got pregnant. (Weird right?!) Then I wake up. Haha.

Don't tell me I'm weird because I already know that haha. I have really crazy dreams all the time. But after waking up, it made me really wanna be pregnant. I miss my baby being a baby and I can't wait to have more children.

                                                                      Cute huh? :)

So I always tell myself I'm working out for my future husband and future children. And Liam of course. I will be a MILF! ;)